Hope Springs series by Laura Lee

Redemption 

I fell in love with Beckett Armstrong before either one of us knew what that meant.

He was my first kiss. My first love. My entire world.
We promised each other forever, and we meant it wholeheartedly.
But unfortunately, when tragedy struck, love wasn't nearly enough to save us.

Little did we know... it would only get worse from there.

Twelve years later, Beckett and I wear our scars like finely crafted armor.
We've been in survival mode for so long, we've forgotten how to live.
After everything we've endured, can we move beyond the pain to forge a future together?

Or are we destined to repeat the mistakes of our past?